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"i huvudet på snusmumriken"

välkommen!

:o)

i must REALLY be depressed - sleeping without the help of sleeping pills now...

thank God for my on-line friends!

when i feel like this, i usually end up cutting myself off from the rest of the world, because being around people when i'm this tired makes me exhausted...

thanks to the 'net, i can "be around people" without having to actually *be* around people, and so i'm not shutting the reste of the world out completely...

(pretend with me that you can't tell i'm just trying to justify my being on-line so much! *grinning*)

feeling like a badly animated cartoon character...

every movement requires enormous will-power, and leaves me feeling exhausted...

maybe that's the genius of the human mind at work:
when most of the brain's dendrites are busy trying to keep the body moving (walking, eyes open and so on), there aren't enough brain cells left to obsess/worry/think...

doing my best not to push helping hands away...

accepting offers of help from friends both off- and on-line...

trying not to give in to the whispers from my depression-crazed mind...

"GIVE UP! IT'S NO USE!" - i guess that that's not really a whisper anymore, huh?

boring.

grey.

nothing.

well - maybe not *nothing*...

i mean, "indifference" is *something*, isn't it?