fed up with everything and everybody - most of all myself...

thinking of turning into a bear so i can hibernate - would be *wonderful* to "disappear" without having to re-surface until the end of may...

spring is no fun - no fun at all...

of course it's not at all spring-time over here in sweden now, which makes all my complaining about "spring" sound (a bit) *stupid* - how can there be spring depression when spring's months away?

how the *BEEEP!!!* should i know?

all i can think of is that it's quite possible that - with everything that happended in my life this fall - my batteries are in desperate need of re-charging, and the spare tank is as dry as the only plant that's still (just barely) alive in my "home"...